I know you better,more than anyone on this earth!

This blog was just with poems always. but I just wanted to make a little note on this about the person I have dedicated this blog for. This person who I met in my life 6 years before, changed my life a lot. Its mentally, physically, socially, educationally and every other way. Even thought he hurt me, today what I am is what I was being inherited by him with the time. I always blamed him he cheated on me. but it was just a outer comment which I always wanted to make, because inside of my heart, I always knew you can never go beyond limits. But then again why did you just hold to something which you see no point. I just tried so many times which no one would give you as a chance. Whatever it is, whatever you say that I dont trust you, how come I was there with you all these 6 years if I dont trust you at all?? My heart beats like nothing today. Feel so scared. Knowing that I cannot get over with you. Knowing my heart rejects it. my body rejects to replace you with someone else. It s that hard. not that I am lost in middle of nowhere. I have nothing to worry of losing unless its my 6 years of time, love, energy, feelings, tears, and all the emotional factors. Its you who know me better more than anyone on this earth, and its me who know you better than anyone on this earth. I know you more than what your mother knows. I keep my self beyond all the women on this earth. I might have not turned my blood in to milk for you. But you were just like a child for me always and thats why I always gave you so many chances to come out of your mistakes to make a betterment. But I am so tired. Tired of playing. Tired of becoming FBI. Tired of worrying. Tired of tolerating. Tired of asking. Tired of blogging my pain.Tired of crying. Simply tired of crying for you at all. Because I see you never change unless you try to change yourself. So I better move on even though knowing I was the person meant to be with you. I cant be holding to you sharing my love and sharing you love and our relationship. its because this relationship is for 2. Not for 3. So the better option is me walking away. Letting you to make that relationship stronger. its because I know, when I am holding to you every moment, you can never move on from me. You can never proceed. i just took this decision, its all because of you. For you to make your life better with someone you like. Because I know you better, as long as I am there, you will never proceed in anything and we both just going around a circle which I dont want in your life. I will survive because I have reasons to get stronger!!! One more important thing is I know its you are unlucky, because you let my love go, you let me go. Its just me who could hold up everything in thick and thin. So I know I am the best ever you can ever have! You let this relationship to go away! Its because you are so unlucky to have the most committed girl that you can ever have! I know I am lucky, and thats why I lost the person who could never hold me in my thick and thin and who could never keep this relationship going stronger.. So its you the loser!!! Not me!!! You may think you are not cheating but you are enjoying your life at its best! but i say, you can be in it, but not for so long! When what goes around comes around, you will have the most scariest nightmare and the heartfelt pain with that sucking guilty feeling moreover anything! Because I know you heart more than anyone on this earth. I am strong today to see all these and wait. but the day it starts striking on you, you will never be able to stay a second bearing up all the shit like I do! Because I know you better than any one on this earth!