How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard..

Specially for you HR...

I dedicated this blog to one important person as I thought in my life,
By meeting you made me realized that there are better men on this earth than you...
I felt that you one of the angels sent from above to raise me up...
was it an overwhelming happiness which God didn't want to see in me?

Its just you brought me up that soon,
Its not that easy even-though you see it like that...
I think I act like a fool, and made you think wrong,
But baby my love for you was true, I completely fallen in to you...

You always said I am so strong,
Was that the reason for you to say a simple and an easy goodbye?
Did I do anything wrong to you,
Or was the system that went wrong???

Didn't you feel all the conflicts in the beginning?
Didn't you analyze your points when you tried to get in to my life???
Why its all me getting this pain as a circle?
Did you see the same old sentimental fool in my face?

Baby this is not the solution,
I would never accept this in anyway,
Coz I know there is a solution,
Which we both can get-together to make this happen...

Why was this a lame excuse and to put me in a dilemma?
You always wanted to make me feel good,
But this is not helping me at all,
Putting me through a deep shitty pain...

I thought I am lucky to get you,
I thought everything happened with a reason to deserve you,
But am I really lucky to meet you?
Or how lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard..