The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to.

I always thought you want me..
When you came back to me..
I thought I won't have to write back again..
On this blog to make a poem in vain..

But it seems the God wants me to...
Share my thoughts back again..
Its so painful..
painful as I can never explain...

I don't know how strong I am..
Coz still I am living with hell of pain...
Why you change so rapidly?
Tell me a reason to move on...

If i am not worth for you,
Why did you come back?
When I was strong enough to hold on...
Why did you come to change it?

tell me the reason?
Am I that bad?
i don't know God..
I am tired and fired up..

i am tired to the max..
I am trying to live happily with you..
Coz I want to make our life so happy..
But,
I am holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to.